Current List of Library Books I’m Reading
This week it’s short to avoid fines…That I’ll get anyways… :(
In The Sea There Are Crocodiles
Tex
That Was Then, This is Now
Purple Heart
Dancing Naked
The Catastrophic History of You and Me
….It would be wonderful to just have a day off from everything and sit in the sun reading all my wonderful books and drinking something heavenly, like iced coffee or raspberry lemonade…
I’ve suddenly gotten back into writing, not that I’ve ever gotten out of it. But I just feel like it comes in spurts to me…I’m a binge writer, just like I’m a binge eater (don’t judge me and my secrets). I love the feel of writing, either seeing my horrendous handwriting over taking over a page or feeling the clack of keys as I type something up. I love the way it feels to just pour out whatever I’m feeling…haha. To just see the words on a page and think, “Hey, I wrote that.” Even if it’s not that amazing. So I know this is random, and that I’ll probably go back to not being on tumblr much…But for now I’m enjoying and I hope you are too. I hope I don’t bore you too much. But if I do bore you, I still excite myself ^_^
I have so many books sitting around that I haven’t read yet. I just realized I still have all the books I bought at the book fair. And I went to the library so I’m trying to power through that stack before they all become overdue again and I get more major fines…I feel like that’s why it’s better for me to buy books, because I can take however long I want to read them and take them everywhere with me, without worry.
I seriously keep books in my car and hidden around my bed and in my boyfriend’s apartment to read, should I ever be stuck somewhere and need to read something…not to mention the bookshelf that is running out of space in my room. But I don’t want to part with any of my friends…
I feel like I’m being brainwashed by the media…Are my thoughts even my thoughts anymore? Or am I just thinking what they want me to think? I am constantly struggling with what I really feel and the way the world (also struggling with the way different parts of the world) “feels” about different things. Who am I? Do I even exist?
I had a pretty good day/night. I won’t comment much on the day, it was work, as usual. It tired me out but it wasn’t awful. A bright spot was trying to get my two-year olds to form a mosh pit. It didn’t quite work out, but they were jumping and fist pumping and it was pretty fun.
Tonight I went with Peter and John to a book store, got some books. Then we went out to eat and Peter and I had some deep conversations on the way home (lol). But really, we talked about some stuff and I feel like I haven’t had a heart-to-heart with my bro for a while, so it felt really good to talk about what we both were feeling.
So all in all, good night with my bros, good food, good books, good talks, good times.
Tiny Victorian Cottage
With only $3000 on renovation and furniture, Sandra Foster transformed a Catskills hunting cabin into this romantic 9-by-14-foot Victorian cottage. She did all the carpentry work herself, using vintage columns, flooring and wavy glass windows. via nytimes
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I really should be sleeping…But now it’s too late.
This is my new plan. Every month I’ll allow myself $30 to use to spend on either new clothes or new books. But not both…Last month I bought more books…This month I say more books again. I think I’ll get a bookshelf for my boyfriend’s apartment…Then I can keep more than one book there. Ahh books, good friends that they are…
You know when you’re being insecure and babyish and you hate it but you just can’t help it? Like me, I realize when I’m being insecure and jealous and bitchy but I continue to act that way even though I hate it. I guess that makes me a worse person than the person who is doing it and doesn’t know they are acting like that. I just need reassurance that you’re still going to love me, even when we both know that I’m being a total jerk.
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